Iāll try and use a bit of tact here.
Way I see it mate is you have jumped into this job a bit naively.
The horse has bolted now, but what you SHOULD have done is a bit better, and more research into the job before blowing 3k, by asking experienced no b/s drivers who have ādone a bitā and know the score, know what this job is REALLY likeā¦not crappy paper ads and new drivers still wearing rosy specs.
What I petsonally would have done instead of blowing that 3k first, is went round the local firms sayingā¦
Look I am dead keen to get started,.about to gamble 3k, what are the chances of you maybe giving me a chance.
90%would most probably say no, but among the 10% that were more positive,.1 would more than likely say āok go for itā.
Again tactfully saying hereš,ā¦your attitude would need to be āMr Humbleā (not the one you are displaying on here) who was prepared to do anything in gratitudeā¦NOT pick and choose,.and deffo no mention to them of Euro tramping on a premium motorā¦they will only laugh behind your back.
Problem then is you would owe them and you would get abused and given all the sh, on the oldest piece of crap motor in the yardā¦but if you sucked it up at least the next interview you go for, you can mention the magic word āexperienceā !
Which makes ALL the difference.
Zac will NOT thank me for this btw ā¦but in many ways he comes across as a lot like meā¦not giving a f who he offends, straight talking,.and not suffering fools gladly (not saying you are a fool btw as I do not know you) , but you do come across as I said a bit naive, ā¦and prickly, when given (good) advice, the type of which you apppear that you do not want to hear.
Only thing to do now mate is lower your sights, crawl before you can walk in the job,.and take all the sh you say you dont want, with the crap money that goes with it, only to gain experience and recuperate that 3k.
Orā¦
You can wait for the guy who has a V8 Scania loaded for Porto who is willing to send you to ship out with, because you have ran second man with one of his drivers for 3 weeks and done all the other stuff you were told would be ok in your own type of āresearchā into this crap industry.
But good luck whatever option you go forā¦(especially if you choose the second one. )
Tin hat pulled over my lugs.