TEST No 1…
As you can probably guess from the title… 
oh well where do I start, got out the test center no probs till we got to the area where I knew we were to do the Gear exercise.
No problems 1st 2nd 3rd stayed there till it was safe to come back down, and did so beautifully… Examiner " why did you not get into 4th gear? and I didnt tell you to comeback down the gears
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No excuses didnt listen clearly to what I was told to do… on reflection I’ve listened to part of what was told and interpreted the rest ie the 4th gear!! didnt here this at all and have never been instucted to get into 4th gear , which I think confused me. He said @ the debreif he told me “not to worry” I dont recall this and I think my mind had gone from that.
Continued to drive with no apparent problems on a familiar route
( on 1 roundabout was about to carry on when acar appeared from my right with no indication so I stopped… she turned left
- i believe this was marked down as observation/hestitation fault■■? )…
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towards the infamous " Silly ilse " Cannock, where we were supposed to turn right !!! getting ready for instruction … it never came so obviously continued straight on into Canock Town centre on the A460, Never driven there in my life 
Examiner " i want you to follow the signs for Stafford " so i’m looking for signs to stafford ( didnt here Rd number ) the North bound dual carriageway i’m on is splitting in front of me 1 left the other right, when I see Stafford sign RIGHT ( missed earlier sign and painted rd number
looked over my shoulder and started to get into the correct lane… when I realised I didnt indicate
( FAIL )
Well I continued to follow Instuctions through completly alien roads, but safely and to the best of my ability.
Going up a hill Examiner " when its safe to do so pull up on your left " ok I’m looking parked cars on pavement all the way up this hill, with a continuous dropped kerb■■? Instructor " I’ve asked you to pull up on the left side " I explained my perdicament… to which I was told " it’ll be fine to pull over " so I did
completed hill start fine. Left turn on to a very narrow rd parked cars on both sides … thought I was handling it quite well.
Was then asked to pull up behind parked car… completed the exercise No probs.
Continued back in towards Cannock town centre…southbound on the A460
In front of me I see the “silly isle” not 3 but 4 Roundabouts…
Now my Instructor had gone over the 3roundabouts from " The ONLY 2 directions the Examiners will bring you in on"

Examiner follow the signs for Wolverhampton… lost it
in my head I knew direction was to the right, which is where I went wrong evrything was going @ supersonic speed just couldnt get diretions position rd markings into my head quick enough.
Keep looking at them on the map and still cant see how I drove it like I did.
Its obviously straight on @ both roundabouts…looks simple on the map and now 
Well gets on to the a460 running along the toll rd, head now completly shot…
Back to the test centre for the reverse exercise…No problem @ all 
15 minors 2 s = Devastated 
I’be beaten myself up all night about it, spoken to family all with words of encouragement, it’s taken along time for me to accept that I must continue which I will do…but whats frightening me was to how bad the Report actually looks.
I know I can drive the truck and drive it safely ( well I thought I could )… I will put straight back in for a retest and 1hr lesson £200
, and will practice those roundabouts and Cannock town centre knowing full well they’ll probably take me somewhere completly different again 
The other lad, he failed too
Drive safe all
and beware the “silly ilse of Cannock”
Wills